I never thought I'd admit this but, I'm on a really bad schedule. Okay, well I'm sure I've admitted that to myself many times before, but I hate when I'm told I have a bad schedule so I don't usually admit it to other people. It's getting pretty bad though, lately I've been going to bed at 4:00 AM, or later, and waking up at 1:00 PM, maybe 1:30 PM.
Really it wouldn't be that much of a problem except for this stupid little voice in my head that keeps telling me "your wasting your day!! your day is almost over and you just woke up 3 hours ago!!". There's so much stuff I SHOULD be doing, that I'm not because by the time I work out, shower, and make dinner, (which are all musts) it's nighttime, and for me, nighttime is free time (by that I mean I'm free to do whatever I want without being plagued by guilt that I'm not doing something more productive :D).
Hopefully I'll be able to start going to bed earlier.... and soon... I have a feeling this is wreaking havoc on me in ways I can't even imagine.
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